I Really Didn't Want to Be the Savior

Chapter 633

Tong Ling is not good at words.

With her current logical thinking, she can't organize gorgeous words to mobilize others' emotions.

All her decisions come from the instinctive judgment at the bottom of her mind.

Although she doesn't know anything fancy, she knows what is right, what is wrong, what kind of situation and what strategy should be used to achieve what purpose.

Tong Ling's way of thinking is both profound and simple. She is like a perfect logic judgment auxiliary instrument that has not been produced at present. She can always see the essence through the phenomenon at the fastest speed and make the best choice within the limit of her ability, just like an eminent monk after an epiphany of Buddhism, and a real Taoist who returns to the sect of all dharmas.

Due to the change of personal thinking and the birth of refrigeration technology, Tong Ling found a second goal in her life outside the war and met Chen Feng.

However, seeing Chen Feng is still just her personal emotional needs. In her heart, out of the highest pursuit of historical responsibility, she is still completing the expedition mission with the unknown fleet.

From the moment she set foot on the unknown fleet, Tong Ling's highest wish has never changed from beginning to end. Like Qin Guang, it has not changed until now.

The next second, a woman's voice sounded in the projection.

"Who am I? Who are you?"

The voice sounded cold and emotionless, but the audience vaguely heard the smell of silk lost lamb.

The thought capture team quickly gave answers, and the information was synchronized to everyone's eyes. Both the listeners in the prison ship and other ordinary fleet personnel who regained their freedom knew that Tang Yingdu was the master of the voice.

Tong Ling's behavior is not the prisoner, but the thinking capture group that has been studying Tang Yingdu's psychological activities.

These people were stunned on the spot.

"Something's wrong. Why can instructor Tong read Tang Yingdu's thoughts? We've only been listening to the rustling noise for so many years. Why bother?"

Someone shouted so depressed.

No one can answer him, just as no one can question why Tong Ling didn't say it earlier.

Careless people act without and can't explain to anyone.

Tang Yingdu's words did not end here, but continued to unfold. People's ears sounded one problem after another.

"Am I the same as you?"

"What is living?"

"Can you move or live?"

"Can you live by communicating with others?"

"What is a man? Am I a man?"

"Why can't I be like you?"

"Was that wrong? I thought the training was very serious. Was it my fault?"

"Do you have love? I heard two of my staff discussing marriage. Is that love?"

"What is emotion? Can emotion make people make decisions that are not logical and rational?"

"Do I also have a chance to harvest love? Like you, watching my baby grow up in the projection?"

"I don't know why, every time I see other staff looking at the baby's projection, my heart beats faster. Human rearing offspring is to raise them in the projection first, and then suddenly one day, the baby will turn from projection into reality?"

"Are there really so many people working for my baby? I really want to say thank you to them."

"Will one day, like others, I can meet a friend and sit quietly and chat together? After the staff create a person who loves me, I won't be so lonely in the universe? Sometimes I feel very lucky and sometimes I feel very poor."

"I'm sorry. Although I know I don't have the same life as these people, I'm still sorry. I don't want my children to die, so I must take their lives. Human beings created me. I like everyone and don't want to take anyone's life. But I must let my children live. Otherwise, I really don't know the meaning of my birth."

These are the 15 sentences in Tang Yingdu's short life, which run through her last words from the first time she babbled to her last death.

After listening, the audience felt sad for no reason.

Then, Tong Ling released a large picture that was accelerated many times.

People finally understand that Tong Ling announced Tang Yingdu's memory.

Most of the picture is the battle scene in Tang Yingdu's fantasy. For decades, since she was deprived of the training qualification to become a combatant, she has never stopped imagining in her mind. She completed the self-training of combat literacy in her brain fantasy, and became a top soldier.

Unfortunately, she never got the chance to show her ability on a larger stage, and never touched the real combat armor. Her talent was only a flash in the pan in the confrontation with the rebels, and then the fire of life went out quickly.

Or many years later, Tang Yingdu's combat effectiveness will become a folklore, which has been speculated and speculated by the world, and described with added fuel. It is believed that she might have been supposed to sit on the same level with Tong Lingping, but her fate is ill fated and she died young.

All this has been doomed and can only be fantasy.

Tong Ling shares Tang Yingdu's life. At the same time, the head of the thinking capture group, an old woman nearly 260 years old, came up with an analysis report three hours later.

The old lady quickly integrated and analyzed the pictures of Tong Ling and Tang Yingdu sitting opposite each other for decades, and came to a conclusion.

In fact, the two people have been communicating, just in the way of unintentional people who can't be understood by others.

At present, they are the only special individuals who can maintain the state of inattention in consciousness.

The communication between the two people is not through words or body movements, but the collision and information exchange at the level of thinking quantum storm.

Their language can be named spiritual language.

The white noise heard by the thinking capture group is a clear picture and language in Tong Ling's brain.

Over the years, it was Tong Ling who taught Tang Yingdu human language and way of thinking.

Tang Yingdu's brain combat training is not completely overhead fantasy, but also guided and corrected by Tong Ling.

Every time Tang Yingdu communicates with Tong Ling, she will correct some problems in brain training, and then sprout some new ideas that belong to her.

These ideas are right and wrong. In the next communication, Tong Ling will in turn absorb some of Tang Yingdu's correct cognition and point out the wrong part to her.

In addition to the battle fantasy, some pictures of Tang Yingdu's daily life are interspersed from time to time.

She seems to have learned a lot of new knowledge from Tong Ling.

She imagined herding under the green mountains and waters, squeezing the elevator with folders in her arms in the office building, staring at data in the laboratory in a white coat, and walking hand in hand with another half with an ambiguous face in the sunset.

But then the other half of her fantasy disappeared, leaving her alone crouching on her knees in space.

She looked up at the stars, and countless humans crossed in front of her on surfboards.

She tried to wave to these people, but no one responded.

At this time, she already knew the truth. She was just the same as human beings, but not the same race.

She felt endless loneliness, and there was only one obsession with life in her heart to live. If you are destined to die, don't let your existence disappear completely. You have to leave something in the universe.

The last picture is no longer fantasy, almost everyone has seen it.

She first heard another voice in her body, knew she was pregnant, and then the door was broken.

She turned and it was Bill Clayton's angry twisted face.

……

After watching Tong Ling take out the embryo from her body, her unwilling consciousness finally sank into darkness with a sigh of relief.

The information in just one day is very concise and concise, covering Tang Yingdu's short life.

This is a dull life with little hope.

As a lonely individual in the universe and a single race, she also dreamed of many beautiful things and longed to live like a human being. However, with the passage of time, she gradually recognized the reality, separated from the self constructed fairy tale cognition and gave up more and more unrealized dreams, Only the simplest pursuit is left - to let this lonely race continue to exist.

Since then, Tang Yingdu's life curve has only the trunk, no branches and leaves.

This is the thinking stage that any normal single adult intelligent life must enter after entering adulthood and mastering the correct cosmic cognition, that is, the three views.

Just like those who were still wandering around the galaxy and tried every means to continue to live.

Among the reproducers, there are not only individuals such as white elephants who have reintegrated into human civilization, but also individuals who want to change human form and leave their own traces, such as the ancestors of long arm people, as well as individuals who suffer from weakening and self splitting again and again in order to continue their life. Even some reformers have determined that high temperature is more suitable for prolonging their life after a lot of experiments, Individuals who turn to humans and eventually get into the lava planet and only want to live one more day.

But no matter how the reformers choose, the ultimate goal is only one, either to live longer, or to place their hope of living longer on others.

After reading Tang Yingdu's life memory, both the first generation of fleet members who survived the disaster and the second and third generations who learned that they would not be judged and had the chance to live fell into a long silence.

People feel that compared with other people's colorful life, Tang Yingdu seems to be the most desolate one.

Even those who were forced to participate in the Nu Wa project had a much better life than her.

"Everybody." a deep male baritone broke the silence. It was Zhou Donglai who should have been sleeping.

Due to his special self orientation, Zhou Donglai has now become the supreme spiritual leader of the free will alliance after Solent cage became insane and Orpheus cage died.

However, in the hearts of the crew supporting the expedition plan, Zhou Donglai's reputation was not seriously damaged because he did not participate in the parliamentary coup and armed unrest, and he was still a student of Qin Guang.

Tong Ling is not good at using language to control people's hearts. Now Zhou Donglai's words have become the most important.

Zhou Donglai said.

"Instructor Tong wants to tell us that there are two kinds of so-called freedom: small freedom and great freedom. Small freedom is personal freedom. Great freedom is the freedom of civilization and race. Free races can reproduce freely in the universe, free from oppression, threat, hiding and destruction at any time“

"Small freedom is the freedom that our free will alliance has always been self righteous. We want to do whatever we want. We refuse to accept the constraints imposed on us by the collective. We require unlimited individual freedom of choice. However, when there is a conflict between individual freedom and civilized freedom, we selfishly choose to indulge."

"We doubt history, do not recognize history, use self deception to paralyze ourselves and forget the strength of the enemy. We tell ourselves that the universe is so big that there will be a hiding place if we escape. In fact, we are wrong. Such a powerful child teacher is still ready to sacrifice at any time. What qualifications do we have to say that we will live?"

"Even if we can really survive in other galaxies, it can only be because our peers in the Milky way have not given up resistance. The human beings in the Milky Way pursue real great freedom! All personal small freedom must be based on the great freedom of race. In an old Chinese saying, if there is no skin, how can Mao attach?"

"We are wrong. We have caused serious losses to the fleet, and it is understandable even if it is a capital crime. But there is also an old Chinese saying that knowing a mistake can change, and there is nothing good. We should thank instructor Tong Ling for giving us the opportunity to reform."

"It's more than 70 years before we arrive at our destination. As long as we can give up our prejudices, stop thinking, come up with higher work efficiency, no longer care about the so-called talents and hobbies, and constantly tell ourselves that what I'm engaged in is what I love most and give full play to my potential, then we also have the opportunity to remedy."

"In addition, as acting commander-in-chief, I also announced one thing. All the staff of the original Nuwa plan can change their industries freely as long as they can get an S-level potential evaluation in other fields. At the same time, some personnel who have reached the upper limit of their personal potential in other fields can also participate in the Nuwa plan from scratch at any time. Everyone in our nameless fleet has the opportunity to do it To be both a scholar and a soldier. "

"When we set out, we selected the elite of the whole empire. Up to now, we will still be the elite of the elite!"

Zhou Donglai's words made a perfect supplement to Tang Yingdu's memory shared by Tong Ling, and sowed seeds again in the hearts of the prisoners in the prison ship.

After the end of the doomsday crackdown, the prisoners were not released immediately, but, as Zhou Donglai said, they were given a new test of their talents. At the same time, they also provided more comprehensive basic knowledge teaching to some people who wanted to choose a career freely.

But the wonderful thing is that the number of practitioners of Nuwa program has not decreased, but more people try to contact from scratch.

……

"Teacher, it's over. This is the fleet loss report. Have a look."

In Qin Guang's room, Zhou Donglai put a paper top secret report in front of Qin Guang who had just awakened.

After a long time, Qin Guang sighed, "Alas, too many people have died, and our technology has stagnated for many years."

He knew it would end like this, but he thought there would be fewer casualties and underestimated the degree of out of control.

The old Qin Guang rubbed his swollen temples, "it's my fault."

"Teacher, it's not your fault."

"No, it's my plan. I'm also the top person in charge. Of course, I should take the responsibility. I'm really not as good as marshal Tang Tianxin, let alone compared with the sages. I didn't expect someone to assassinate Tang Yingdu. If instructor Tong Ling didn't arrive in time, it would be all over. Besides, instructor Tong could read Tang Yingdu's memory and give it to you If words are more persuasive, our productivity will suffer more. In addition, from the results, these things could have been avoided. I have been careless and ignored the importance of ideological construction. "

The master and apprentice were talking, and a notice sounded in their communicator at the same time.

General Solent cage, who had just regained his senses, chose to shoot himself.

The teachers and disciples were stunned.