I Really Didn't Want to Be the Savior

Chapter 606

Tong Ling refused the promotion order given to her by Qin Guang on behalf of the fleet headquarters.

That's what she said.

"Since 2685, when I was in the Voyager battle," people always praised me that I was invincible and invincible. Comrades in the Vito system even gave me the nickname of pioneer goddess. I deserve it. But in the Vito system, I am everyone's example. Whether I am calm or not, I have to accept these honors and titles. "

"I'm getting numb. My mind is full of thinking that if I do better, I can afford others to sacrifice for me. I think I'm used to sacrifice and I think I've got a heart of stone."

"But I have never experienced such a task. 267 people went out, but I came back alone. I was wrong. Every comrade in arms has the right to live. No one was born to die for others. I should not be numb, let alone calm. They gave me their energy and their lives, but I came back alone."

Tong Ling's tone was a little: "I... I've really had enough."

"If I had let myself have the ability at that time earlier, we could have prepared enough external energy modules for the T100 at the time of departure, or some intelligent weapons could act as a space tanker. Then we would have had the opportunity to avoid more sacrifices and at least return dozens of more people."

"I'm too self. I'm ashamed of my talent and everyone's cultivation. My fault is unforgivable, so I can't afford the rank of lieutenant general."

Tong Ling's tone is very flat, but her attitude is extremely firm.

Qin Guang left unhappily, and even the commendation meeting was cancelled because Tong Ling was unwilling to cooperate.

When Qin Guang leaves, Gao Xiaoqi and op try to persuade him.

Tong Ling jumped down from the medical bed and waved her hand, "I'm fine. You're busy yourself. I'm going to train."

"Ah! Elder sister..."

Gao Xiaoqi seems to want to say something, but Tong Ling is far away.

……

Fanxing has stopped talking with Chen Feng and transferred most of his computing power to cooperate with the analysis work of the solar system Xingfeng Research Institute.

Yang Zhonghua has transmitted back a large number of crystal water bear bug related data previously captured through a one-way encrypted channel.

The data sources include not only Tong Ling's chopping feedback, but also the drastic changes that occur when the water bear is swallowed by the zeroing cosmic space after the fragmentation bomb is detonated.

Large organisms composed of virtual energy that can survive in the real energy universe have high reference value and are likely to bring a new technological change to mankind and further narrow the gap between mankind and the behind the scenes.

Both human scientists and stars will go all out to decipher in depth.

Chen Feng is not busy. He only pays attention to Tong Ling.

The analysis report in front of Chen Feng wrote that Tong Ling had previously entered the "God of war state" At that time, the thinking was completely immersed in the simulation training. The quantum storm of brain thinking was deeply combined with Chen Feng's simulated combat personality in T100 intelligent brain. At this time, her intuitive response ability reached the boundary of her ability, and her instantaneous response, judgment and physical state controlled by nerves also rose to the peak.

The synthesis, decomposition and energy release of adenosine triphosphate were accelerated to more than ten times the normal rate, and her body was like countless small nuclear explosions

At this time, her logic ability, dynamic intuition, prediction ability and reaction ability, like Chen Feng himself, have broken through the limits of the human brain.

This allows her to control the T100 to complete operations that others can't imagine.

But she is essentially different from Chen Feng.

Tong Ling's "God of war state" is not innate. Part of it comes from her own hard training, and the other part comes from Chen Feng's simulated personality left in T100. This belongs to forcibly doing what she could not have done through the day after tomorrow's efforts, just like the ancient young swordsman holding a back bite palm and holding a peerless magic soldier that does not belong to her.

The advantage of this is that it makes Tong Ling obtain the personal ability to surpass the times and prove that human value can also surpass science and technology, but the disadvantage is that it makes her thinking infected by simulated personality, and will gradually lose the diversity of chaotic thinking. Her judgment unconsciously depends on intuition, and her thinking will slowly become quantized and mechanized.

Her state of mind suddenly collapsed, sank into self blame, refused to free her spirit, and firmly refused to be promoted and commended.

She should have realized that others died for her, not for herself.

As long as there is a choice, everyone wants to live.

The martyrs died generously just because they believed in her ability and believed that making her play better would be more beneficial to the whole fleet and the race.

Sacrifice in the war is inevitable, but if the purpose of martyrs' sacrifice is forcibly focused on individuals, it would be disrespectful to martyrs.

If Tong Ling can survive and accept the military rank and recognition, her deeds with the 266 martyrs in the Han Dynasty can always inspire others.

In the eyes of members of the unknown fleet, her Tong Ling is no longer a single individual. The spirit and will of 266 martyrs will always live on her lieutenant general's shoulder badge.

Tong Ling didn't realize all this.

Qin Guang indulged her too much.

Chen Feng can intervene strongly and force her to change her mind, but Chen Feng doesn't intend to.

Some things have to be realized by ourselves. The coercion of others will only be counterproductive.

……

"Lieutenant General Tong Ling, please wait a moment. We need to conduct an emergency inspection and commissioning of your armor. After all, it has just been restored, and we have added a ten times energy module. I'm very sorry, we didn't expect you to come so soon. Shouldn't you be honored on the fleet radio channel now?"

The technical director of the logistics department said slightly nervously to Tong Ling, who was still wearing wounded clothes.

Tong Ling shook her head. "I'm not a lieutenant general. What you just said is all external equipment? I just need to use the whole brain to link the cockpit. Is that ok?"

"Well, that's OK."

"OK, thank you."

Tong Ling sat back in the cockpit of T100.

Compared with seven days ago, some minor changes have taken place in the cockpit, and some equipment has been upgraded.

Some modules with obvious splicing traces have become more natural, and the whole cockpit seems to grow into this shape by itself.

Countless biological link lines twist slowly along the special metal surface, like a rainbow.

The neural link board has also undergone great changes. It is no longer a flat plate, but a deep penetration equipment covered by the whole body.

Tong Ling shouted, "start."

In the next moment, the chair under her body softened rapidly, then spread upward, and wrapped it along her feet to both sides of her cheeks.

Her whole body was wrapped like a mummy. Countless molecular nerve links penetrated her skin along the organic combat suit and connected with her neurons and nerve endings in her body.

Tong Ling first trembled slightly and immediately closed her eyes.

Her consciousness merges with Chen Feng's simulated personality in T100 again.

It's a little different from the last time.

She is no longer in a coma, no longer loses her active consciousness, but maintains her reason and thought.

"Dear peak warrior, hello and welcome. The armor is being debugged and can't move for the time being. What are you going to do now?"

Chen Feng's simulated personality imitated brother t's voice according to the preset instructions and said to Tong Ling.

Tong Ling whispered in her heart, "for simulation training, I want to challenge the ultimate assessment again."

"You have not fully recovered and are at risk of injury. Please confirm whether you want to start the assessment?"

"OK."

Chen Feng looked at everything and shook his head slightly.

This girl, she's a demon.

Five minutes later, Chen Feng's expression changed in an instant.

He found a very strange thing.

As Tong Ling re invested in the final assessment there and began to make various simulated mobile operations, his own thinking also involuntarily produced the corresponding response.

Tong Ling's fighting instinct is being fed back to Chen Feng himself through the resonance between Chen Feng and simulated personality!